Critical Doubt, Meatspace, Unity

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SL and RL (meatspace) is parasitic in an immortal world where SL runs on RL resources

i am missing unity of the self, of that which makes me different, yet growing. on a path to only one destination there are only so few directions the self can otherwise take.

Backwards i will not venture, that is certain.
So left, right, and above are the vectors that remain.

Above is boring, or at least uneventful, and can be used in emergencies or as needed but otherwise isnt desireable.

Left, evil?
Right, good?

I just want to live. Please let me walk the path without your confluence.